( her voice is soft, heavy with exhaustion, but even now it's clear she has no intention of apologizing for her choice. there's no point; she doesn't regret it, and would do the same thing again.
she wants to return the hug, but even that feels like too much of an effort right now. instead, Clarke tucks her face into his shoulder, realizing that nothing is as comforting to her anymore as this, as Bellamy. she couldn't have healed herself first, not when he was suffering.
despite her voice being muffled into his shoulder, she knows he'll hear her anyway, making no effort to move. )
I can't let anything happen to you. ( she almost lost him, she easily could have, and the weight of it is nauseating. it's impossible to think of how she would keep going in his absence. it takes a moment, but she forces one of her arms up and around his back, gripping tight to his shirt. ) Don't be a jerk. ( meaning don't ruin the damn moment for once by being an ass, Bellamy. )
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( her voice is soft, heavy with exhaustion, but even now it's clear she has no intention of apologizing for her choice. there's no point; she doesn't regret it, and would do the same thing again.
she wants to return the hug, but even that feels like too much of an effort right now. instead, Clarke tucks her face into his shoulder, realizing that nothing is as comforting to her anymore as this, as Bellamy. she couldn't have healed herself first, not when he was suffering.
despite her voice being muffled into his shoulder, she knows he'll hear her anyway, making no effort to move. )
I can't let anything happen to you. ( she almost lost him, she easily could have, and the weight of it is nauseating. it's impossible to think of how she would keep going in his absence. it takes a moment, but she forces one of her arms up and around his back, gripping tight to his shirt. ) Don't be a jerk. ( meaning don't ruin the damn moment for once by being an ass, Bellamy. )