( she doesn't expect Bellamy to acknowledge it, she's almost relieved that he doesn't. there's so much weight to what she's said, and it isn't that she would take it back, more that she doesn't want to expand upon it. Clarke isn't even sure when it happened, when Bellamy went from begrudging co-leader to someone that devastated her to lose. it had been as crushing of a weight as the idea of Finn being gone, that she had left both behind. when she'd been reunited with everyone on Mount Weather and there had been no sign of either of them, she could still remember how horrifically empty she had felt in their absence.
and that had just been the chance of them not surviving. so even the mere thought that she would be separated from him again isn't anything she's willing to deal with again. because maybe Bellamy isn't used to people caring about his well being, but Clarke can't imagine not.
huffing out a bit of a sigh, she offers up a smile to try and lighten the mood a little. )
Me? I'm never reckless. ( (Clarke, please.) but she nods nonetheless. ) I'll be careful. I promise.
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and that had just been the chance of them not surviving. so even the mere thought that she would be separated from him again isn't anything she's willing to deal with again. because maybe Bellamy isn't used to people caring about his well being, but Clarke can't imagine not.
huffing out a bit of a sigh, she offers up a smile to try and lighten the mood a little. )
Me? I'm never reckless. ( (Clarke, please.) but she nods nonetheless. ) I'll be careful. I promise.