( whether it's confidence in her ability to survive, or confidence in himself to watch out for her, Clarke's thankful either way. after all, no part of her wants to die there; there's too much left for them to do back home.
it's the second part that catches her, because while Clarke had fully considered the possibilities of what might happen if she's out being a field medic. but giving Bellamy the map had felt more like a safeguard against anything happening to him. )
They won't need to, you'll be there. ( and she says it with enough conviction that it doesn't allow for room to argue. at least they're on the same standing -- they won't go without each other. but even with that said, she levels her voice, and it comes out a little quieter than she means for it to. ) I can't lose you again, okay?
( she had to leave him behind once, without knowing if he would be okay, without knowing if she would see him again; she can't do it again. )
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it's the second part that catches her, because while Clarke had fully considered the possibilities of what might happen if she's out being a field medic. but giving Bellamy the map had felt more like a safeguard against anything happening to him. )
They won't need to, you'll be there. ( and she says it with enough conviction that it doesn't allow for room to argue. at least they're on the same standing -- they won't go without each other. but even with that said, she levels her voice, and it comes out a little quieter than she means for it to. ) I can't lose you again, okay?
( she had to leave him behind once, without knowing if he would be okay, without knowing if she would see him again; she can't do it again. )