( her eyes stay the same this time with her focus now being on Bellamy, rather than his pulse, or the beat of his heart. it keeps her eyes normal, her hands steady, and while she's still trying to figure out how to grapple with just how big and overwhelming her emotions feel right now, at least she's found some level footing for the moment.
she's not entirely sure what to say, if she should say anything. most of it would be reciting what Katherine had told her, and that wouldn't likely help the situation any, but it's the safest topic, it feels like. because the rest of her thoughts collide into being devastated about dying, in knowing that even if she wanted to, she could never go home, that she died, she died-
beneath it all, her grief continues a steady hum, a whisper against the rest in the reminder that Jason is gone, she had failed, and died for nothing. )
no subject
she's not entirely sure what to say, if she should say anything. most of it would be reciting what Katherine had told her, and that wouldn't likely help the situation any, but it's the safest topic, it feels like. because the rest of her thoughts collide into being devastated about dying, in knowing that even if she wanted to, she could never go home, that she died, she died-
beneath it all, her grief continues a steady hum, a whisper against the rest in the reminder that Jason is gone, she had failed, and died for nothing. )