[Bellamy tries to think about all he'd risk for his sister, and he knows the list is endless, just like he knows the same list applies to Clarke. He knows he would die for either one of them, but he never really thought about what it would mean, for the other person, mostly because he never saw himself as important as they were. But the idea of Clarke doing it again, of dying again, it's too much.]
[He stays quiet. He knows he should be trying to reassure her, or comfort her, or something. He wants to. But he's stuck and so hurt, it's hard to take care of someone else when he doesn't even know where to begin for himself.]
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[He stays quiet. He knows he should be trying to reassure her, or comfort her, or something. He wants to. But he's stuck and so hurt, it's hard to take care of someone else when he doesn't even know where to begin for himself.]
I should have been there.