Tell me about it. [He runs a hand through his hair again. He doesn't expect Bellamy to feel bad for him. He's not even sure how he feels about all of these things. It's a lot and it's building and stacking, threatening to overwhelm him entirely...but he's fine for now.] It'd be good cover for them, really. Get everyone's attention off of them so they can execute their next attack. People use distraction tactics all the time. I've seen it before.
[Like when Callaghan used the fire as an excuse to steal Hiro's microbots, for instance.
The little nudge brings him back to reality though and he looks up at Bellamy with wide eyes. For a moment it's so startlingly familiar that he's not sure what to do and he stares before reminding himself that despite how it may seem sometimes, Bellamy isn't Tadashi. There's a deep inhale as he debates how to answer, if he wants to give him the truth or just a lie of omission. In the end, he shakes his head.]
Sort of. There's a ton of stuff to think about here and that includes the Cult. [He's really only addressed this with Jason before, and even then it was more Jason knew because Jason understood. Actually verbalizing it is a whole other animal.] Sleeping's always been a little weird since Tadashi died, even though it's been almost two years if you count the time we've spent here.
[He doesn't outright say it, but it should be enough to let Bellamy know just how recent Tadashi's death is.] Sometimes I still dream about home. Sometimes they're good dreams, and sometimes they're not. That's all.
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[Like when Callaghan used the fire as an excuse to steal Hiro's microbots, for instance.
The little nudge brings him back to reality though and he looks up at Bellamy with wide eyes. For a moment it's so startlingly familiar that he's not sure what to do and he stares before reminding himself that despite how it may seem sometimes, Bellamy isn't Tadashi. There's a deep inhale as he debates how to answer, if he wants to give him the truth or just a lie of omission. In the end, he shakes his head.]
Sort of. There's a ton of stuff to think about here and that includes the Cult. [He's really only addressed this with Jason before, and even then it was more Jason knew because Jason understood. Actually verbalizing it is a whole other animal.] Sleeping's always been a little weird since Tadashi died, even though it's been almost two years if you count the time we've spent here.
[He doesn't outright say it, but it should be enough to let Bellamy know just how recent Tadashi's death is.] Sometimes I still dream about home. Sometimes they're good dreams, and sometimes they're not. That's all.