( it hurts in a way many other things don't. it hurts in a way that tightens her chest, in a way that makes it impossible to breathe, in a way that makes the tears fall hot and consistent down her cheeks, in a way that has her choking back on desperate, devastated noises as soon as she's closed her locket. Bellamy appearing doesn't stifle it any.
instead, she opens her compass from Waver that had once been tied to Lauralae, and she covers her mouth while she plays back their conversation.
it's no less painful the second time and she doesn't know what else to do. )
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instead, she opens her compass from Waver that had once been tied to Lauralae, and she covers her mouth while she plays back their conversation.
it's no less painful the second time and she doesn't know what else to do. )